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1: Haf no books arnd me.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
there is nufin near me... ma hands are short.

3: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
7.33am

4: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
8.02am

5: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
I cant even hear ma pc... i can onli hear music cuz im wearin headfones!

6: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterdae... went to the arts museum

7: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Sim's bloggie

8: What are you wearing?
a Tee and boxers

9: When did you last laugh?
Few mins back.

10: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
The world map. Actualli im in the hall

11: Seen anything weird lately?
ya... maself in the mirror

12: What is the last film you saw?
erm... cant remember. its been ages... time to catch up wif movies

13: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
P Diddy's house

14: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Im such an ass! Oops then again u knoe that... let me c... im listenin 2 jap music now cuz
im lazy to change ma playlist... haha

15: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd rather be the change i wanna c in this world.

16: George Bush:
is such a stupid fuck!

17: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Lavanya

18: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
im gonna call him Manoj Jr... ofcourse not!
i dont knoe wat i'd name ma kid.

Harlow everyone... exams are ova!!! Finally...

Well spent the afternoon sleepin and then went for a
jog wif nivi. Spent the nite at the book launch. Was
actualli interestin cuz i somehow felt it was a debrief for
year 1 or something so real thanks to Sim for askin me 2
come down. I enjoyed it. Came home 2 c ma brotha packin
for reservist... decided to go into ma room and not irritate him
cuz he is alwaes cranky when he has reservist...

I remember havin real blasts wif him in the past juz before he
went for reservist. Once he even said that he would haf
killed me if i was not his brotha... and his wife was like calming
him down. I remember yellin ma head off and stuff and goin
into ma room and callin ma eldest brotha who was all
calm and composed. Ma eldest brotha had juz moved out then.

He told me things will improve and it sure has. We are wae
cool now. I guess he was right when he said that being the
2nd brother in the house is real tough. Cause parents tend
to show attention to the eldest and youngest. Eldest cuz he
is the 1st kid and youngest cuz im the pet around here ;)

But now ma second bro is like the eldest kid arnd here u c...
Gosh this is freaky... yesterdae i was so so so sleepy but i
juz could not sleep... ARGH! and todae i am up at 733 am.
Gosh! I hate it.

Kochetta all the best for reservist ya!

I cant believe ma brotha went for starhub's annual dinner...
and came in as Mr CS or something like that... haha... he
brought home this weird looking ribbon...

Wae 2 go bro!!! Oh ya Raj mailed me todae... we are going
to sentosa on the 15...Raj, leena, modh, sayuri,
maaran, lalitha, me and aravinth.

Sure is gonna be a whole lotta fun... Hehe...

This sat is gonna be real packed... gonna play soccer wif Rex
and his classmates at kismis... then going to VJC for the fun
fair later on... going to ma brother's house at nite to catch
up wif him. Hehe... but there is this thingy called marketin
dampenin ma mood! DamN! K i betta go back to study mode.

The man who single handedly destroyed manchester United...
Steven Gerrard!!! (above) ... a legend in the making...

Slept at like 3 plus... and im up now. Argh
body kinda aches after all that swimmin and playin
wif a ball in the pool at shaun's place. I cant wait
till the marketin test is ova... its gonna be all fun
after that.... i can feel it... the list of places im gonna
go to and the list of stuff im gonna do juz goes on and
on and on...

Ok! Ok! i gotta concentrate on marketin... k betta go...
tata! Oh ya ma eyes have been redish thanks to the
effect of chlorine and the lack of sleep...

Cant realli update...
got loads to study....
real tired though...
all i gotta sae is...
Refugees rocK!

Hey dudes and duddies.... ma uncle called from
india yesterdae... he is comin down in a couple
of months. His friend actualli asked him to buy
a gun from here... so he asked ma dad to help
out.... Yes! stop scratchin ur head... u heard me
write... its a GUN!!!

Wonderin why these guys want guns? Well 4
of ma uncles own guns back in India... these old
fellas used to be in the Indian National Army durin
the British rule... so these old asses want a gun now
though the gun within them is gonna blow soon.

Anway... my dad asked ma 2nd brother Modh once he
got home... "where can i get a gun?" we were all
shocked. Then my brotha asked wat for and ma dad
told it was for ma uncle. My brother said it wasnt
possible and also told him "hey acha, please dont
go and ask the police where to get a gun... they
would think we are up 2 something and come and search
our house for no reason."

All of us couldnt stop laughin and then ma dad actualli
said that 2 of his brothers bought guns here in the past
legally. Cuz my uncles had licenses, the guns would be sent
straight to India and collected only in the Indian airport. But
my brother was sayin most prob that no longer works. By the
way the gun my uncle asked for was a 22.2 mm pistol... gosh
i onli saw these terms in games man :S

Guys from spottiswoode park...

Hey Paul Singh called from Toronto...
he is comin down soon... so be prepared for
some soccer fuN!!! Cheers!

Dave Gahan is in da BloG!

U'll never walk AlonE!
That came true last nite
wif the beautiful performance pool
displayed... watch out for em next
season cuz pwoerhouse players like
cisse and mexes are gonna come iN!

Pool won United 1-0 last nite by the way!

A tribute to the REDS

"Football is not a matter of life and death... its more than that" - Bill Shankly

"If you have the ball and dont know what to do with it...
put it behind the net and we shall discuss the options later" - Bob Paisley

Good morning... todae is the clash of
the titans... Liverpool vs Man U!
The last time pool lost 4-0 ... remember
catchin it at deming's place... Nivi wore his
yellow jersey that dae too...

Well I hope the score aint too bad tonite...
i guess pool will win 2-1... yup thats ma
prediction. Goin down to east coast now...
i shall update later ya...

Went for a talk on experiencin peace...
saw sim perform 2...
Said hi to sim after the show...
no fair she and her friend looked so talL!
the show was real nice...
i luved the wae sister translated...
she was so fluent and sounded peaceful.

Well... oh ya... yesterdae i went to the tv studio
for fun cuz i heard the other cohort was busy
editin...

Rex was in the fish tank... his back was facin me
as i waved to him from outside the tank... he
saw ma shirt laughed and ran out...
we were wearin the same shirt... Haha...
wat a coincidence ya... He acted
speechless pointed at his shirt then mine...
his group juz couldnt stop laughin when they saw
him doin it.

Well i will be goin down to esplanade to do
the final touches of ma flash and to possibly
catch some outdoor performance since its
gonna be a fridae nite ya...

Take care peeps and it sure is sad the semester
is endin ai... good nite i need some sleep.

[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Hey this may sound sick but...
IM ADDICTED TO MONOPOLY!!!
I played wif ma bro and his wife till abt 4am last
nite... it was real weird cuz i managed to winwifout
havin even one house when they were all stacked up
on hotels... all i had were 4 railwae tracks and some crap...

K i gtg for skool...

THis sat nite is the showdown!!!

Gotta catch it... head on down to the reds cafe fellas!!!

Shouts Harlow 2 NivI!

Yesterday Power 98 had their usual drive show...
and they asked pple 2 message em abt the
customer service pple in Sg and ma brother modh
wrote in... and Shareen said "we are flooded wif smses
and i would like 2 read the best 2..." One of em
was ma bro's...

I search aint goin 2 well... but better than how i thought
it would go frankly...

Todae was the final dae of filming...
i haf loads 2 sae... but i guess i will keep
ma energy for sum otha stuff like i search...
and flashy...

speakin abt flashy... i did it todae durin ma
shootin breaks... finished most of it actualli
... listenin 2 jokers like Sam ,
Naresh and Siva... was damn funny... the wae
they were talkin abt pple goin up 2 em
for autographs...

I realli neva had such a wonderful laugh for a
long time.. but guess all thats left is memories...
blue river pictures...

I hope 2 work wif ya some dae again...

K... K... i knoe all u mass commies saw the
video on acid attacks and all.. and some muz
be swearin against men...

Dont wowwy... I come in peace!

okay gtg... tata

Hey fellas i was readin a lil on Liverpool...
they were talkin on pool... houllier's future and
stuff... anywae liverpool is playin Man U in 10 daes!

The huge clash that sends so many
into brawls! THough arsenal is the best club
pool and devils got the biggest fan bases
here... a must watch though pool is gonna
get their asses kicked....

I guess i will go down wif nivi n funky
to the reds cafe ur sumfin... k
gotta go 2 skool now... tata

Ma new yr resolution... Keep this place alive and
keep maself alive....

PPLE dont take supliments ya! It doesnt help
in the long ruN! those of ya who think i am crappin....
Im speakin through experience here.

My close friends like Nivi and FUnky would knoe that
in the past even a rock couldnt bring me down. I
neva got injured or broke a bone no matter how hard
someone bangs or tackles me. Well i was alwaes cramp prone but
i neva got injured .

Then i started takin protein supplements... and half
the time Im gettin injured! Argh... Seriously like
rite now... im carrying so many injuries... this
is so so irritatin!

BAN SUPPLEMENTS YA!

Im sleepy these daes... lackin sleep...
Oh ya tomorrow is ma New Yr! Its called
Vishu! Its the new yr for malayalees tomorrow...

***HAPPY VISHU 1 AND ALL!!! ***

Hey pple... i went to woodlands library todae...
saw so many mass commers i thought i was
in NP for a sec... anywae...

Hey haf u guys ever got a paper cut? Well i got
a paperS cut todae... for the 1st time i experienced
how paper cuts feel... man it sure does hurt...
i was takin ma i search research from the tray
when i cut maself. Ouch!!!

Special sorry 2 Sim... no i wasnt referin 2 ya!!!
Y would I?!

I was referin 2 a wonderful god sis i haf who
is so diff these daes i think she is juz a friend
and when she reads this... she would realise
it herself.

Okay fellas i gotta get goin ya... Tata

DAD JUZ MADE MA DAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ma dad is gonna make me fried chicken!!!!
YAY!!! HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K im goin mad,.... plz excuse me ya...

Hey fellas... guess wat... remember i said i wanna go
down for soccer tomorrow after along time... well the
pple i am playin wif are real good
One of the best in SG... they ever appeared in magazines
and all... that good

so i felt i gotta u knoe kick arnd a lil todae 1st be4 i
played wif em tomorrow... went down to the amphitheatre
to play after like 6mths. Be4 that i was playin there weekly....
the place sure has changed... was welcomed by the pple playin
and i joined a team.

I stretched a lil... well actualli i dont stretch thats y ma
close buds would realise ma knees kinda crack when i
squat... as i was saein... i stretched and got the ball...
i began on one of those mazzy crazie dribbles... went
one on one wif the keeper and decided to shoot...

I did shoot it on target but slipped and fell on ma
hip... i had juz started!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!
It realli hurt... pple helped me up... it still hurts a lil
now... i couldnt continue playin... usin an ice pack now..
hope i am fine by tomorrow... i wanna play in the morning...
Well its not cuz of ma red addidas accelerator that both
Nivi and I wear only for soccer but cuz they had juz waxed
the floor makin it slippery... the town council is farkin stupid!!!
Some old man is gonna fall there and break his head some dae.
Ok i betta haf a lil break now... its not a
good dae todae but then again its a sat nite so enjoy!!!
*looks at I search references...
No! It is a bad dae :)

Oh ya last nite nivi was complainin his hip hurt...
i told him it could be his apendix and the joker
freaked out... he was abt to ask strangers if the
appendix was on the rite or left side!!! Haha
was damn funnI! Okay i gtg....

Hey dudes...

Well juz now i was juz reflectin abt life...
think abt it now... i haf been waiting all ma life.
And when u get wat u want...
it flies by...

I gotta wait till tuesdae 2 C DK... i cant juz get the shit ova and done wif
I gotta wait till 930 tonite to watch Guru Paarvai
I gotta wait till I am old to c Liverpool return to its glory daes
I gotta wait till I can have my dinner
I gotta wait till the end of the month to have ma holidaes.
I had to wait for the one i luved
and finally I am waitin for the dae I see the milky wae ...

Soccer tomorrow for me after like 4weeks... YAY!!! Finally
I get to play... Oh ya i gotta wait till tomorrow to play
soccer.... I am tired of this waiting shit. I am gonna give
up everything to do wif waiting some dae or another!!! ARGH!!!

I miss the old her...

"Lets re-write an ending that fits...
instead of a hollywood horror"

NP library has good shit... atleast for ma I search!
-Dead Man Walking

Hey pple its 0126 hrs and i am still up... guess the
alcohol hasnt gone down yet... hosted the match between
arsenal and pool at ma place. We caught it togetha
then went for a walk and then crapped till now...
i juz got home. Goin to skool 2morrow for ma I search.
Ya i guess thats it. Oh ya Dava sir's dad passed away
I went for the funeral yesterdae. I guess thats it
for tonitE! Good nite fellas.

Maathuri in actioN

My brotha Sooraj called me 2dae and said he needed
the fone he passed me back. Why?

Well my sis in law was eatin... ma niece maathuri took
her handfone went into the room... unscrewed her milk
bottle and dipped the fone into her milk. The phone
doesnt work no more. And ma niece is like juz one
and a half. Hahaha.... she sure is cute! Maybe she
was modeling someone eating Oreos as what Sim
derived.

I guess its goodbye nokia and hello panasonic again!

When someone gets close 2 ya... U will take em for
granted... wait till they stay away for some time and
u will knoe what he/she means!!!

Here is a fact from the upcomin
book called "Manojism"...

"dinosaurs were homosexuals... thats y they
got extinct! Now that sure does make better sense compared to
the saeing that there was something called Ice Age!"

Hey pple...

i was walkin up the stairs after a jog todae....

and usually by then i would haf switched off
ma radio... but todae i felt like keepin it plugged
on till i reached my floor <8th floor>...

And they played runniN!!!! by No Doubt

I luv that song!!!! It was so so nice.... Haiz

Wouldnt it be so nice 2 hug the person u
luv at nite by the sea...

juz pop a ear plug in each other's ear and
juz listen 2 this song....

Haiz.... I juz luv the video of the song... Gwen
sure looks good... rite fellas ;)

"Life is difficult.... y do u think every baby cries
when he/she comes out of the womb?!" - Khamis
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[This happened while shooting in the prison]

Mr Davamani - Manoj the expressions ur giving now is equals to 6! I
want double the emotion! Give me 10!

Zaki - Wah! double of 6 is equal to 10....

Mr Davamani - Shut up zaKi!!!

She is angry wif me... I juz wonder y!

She told me she aint... but i sense it....

Well to the person whom i am so sure is
angry wif me now... Po.....

Ur making me miss ya and please tell me
whats wrong... please... please... please !

Hey dudes and dudies....

Ma fav movie is Shawshank Redeption...
Wats the movie abt???
Its abt this lad who murders a lad who sleeps
wif his wife.... and ends up in jail... the acting of
tim robins and mogan freeman was simply
awesome...

It sent me crying the 1st time i watched it...
eva since then i haf had this weird fetish
for jails and cells.... I really wondered wat
the feelin was like and so on...

Infact even ma eye search argues that
living a life in jail is worse than the dreaded
death sentence. Thats how much i am interested
in jails...

I alwaes wanted 2 go into changi prison or
some sort of prison to have a feel of how it is
like... k u muz be saying... y dont u do an offense
and go in there....

well i did!!! and i got into a jail todae !!! I actually
had to act a scene in there for Guru Paarvai and
trust me its a feeling of its own being in a cell...
Its so bad that any body can go in there and
cry upon being told to...

Its ultra warm... ultra small... ultra weird... i took
some fotos but the stupid remand officer forced
me 2 delete em... onli a few of the fotos are left...
anywae u can see it on Guru Paarvai episode 10....
Me in jail!!!

I felt this bad juz as a normal civilian... imagine how
an inmate would feel... esp wif those stupid wardens
after them and wif the burden they are carryin... haiz...

K i wanna go watch the movie "boys" Naresh...
I mean Mr Rajesh lent me.... see ya peeps!

Well... i haf been coughin all dae... walkin
arnd wif a diff voice... and tryin to rest all
dae... Im sick...

Doesnt help 2 knoe u got shootin tomorrow
morning at 8 ... oh ya this pal of mine aarthi
juz told me abt her ex-bf Alvin and apparently
he was behaving juz like Alvina...

Maybe we should get the two of em attached...
Ai aarthi? ;)

Hey fellas... I haf not written here for long ai....
well was kinda busy wif loads of shit....
yesterdae was april fools dae and i got tricked
from 12 midnite startin from Liling and then J Lo
after my presentation and finally Sim in da evening.

Being the goodie 2 shoes I am, i onli tricked Stephanie...
actualli the reason y i onli tricked one person was
cuz the rest didnt fall for it. Haiz.... Guess i cant lie :P

Feel much betta after all those tests and all... Haiz
stupid U search left to do. Thinkin of playin badminton
in NP durin our ultra long break on mondae. ya... Got
filming all weekend. So i got no weekend juz like the previous
2, i haf not had a proper weekend for ages and it is reactin
on ma body. Let me c... i am carrying a hair line
fracture on ma finger, blocked nose, cough, and finalli
a bad sore throat. Any doctors out there 2 prescribe
me some medicinE?

Oh ya i am gonna be acting on Tee Vee... watch Guru Paarvai
this Sat at 9.30pm on Vasantham ya! I cant watch it maself
cuz i will be in jail then.... as in i haf filming ina jail. :P K
fellas tata for now.